Way of Purity

I'm doing Way of Purity on settingcaptivesfree.com again. I know. I did this over a year ago. I never finished it but I was pure for awhile, right? Well... I have not been completely honest. After those 105 days of purity, I have not been able to stay pure for more than two weeks. Two weeks. I just learned that confession is important. I'm here confessing. I'm not sure who is going to read this. I'm sure my best friend my read this. She may be very disappointed. At this point, I cannot let that stop me.

I need this to be for His glory. I need this to break free from because I want freedom.

Lord, help me. Please.

Now what do you think of me?

Be Strong

I think that these verses say enough. :)

Deuteronomy 31:6
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”

Joshua 1:9
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.”

2 Samuel 10:12
“Be strong, and let us fight bravely for our people and the cities of our God. The LORD will do what is good in his sight.”

2 Chronicles 15:7
“But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded.”

Psalm 27:1
“Of David. The LORD is my light and my salvation— whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life— of whom shall I be afraid?”

Psalm 27:14
“Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.”

Psalm 31:24
“Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the LORD.”

Psalm 61:3
“For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe.”

Psalm 79:11
“May the groans of the prisoners come before you; with your strong arm preserve those condemned to die.”

Isaiah 35:4
“say to those with fearful hearts, “Be strong, do not fear; your God will come, he will come with vengeance; with divine retribution he will come to save you.”

Isaiah 41:6
“they help each other and say to their companions, “Be strong!””

Luke 2:40
“And the child grew and became strong; he was filled with wisdom, and the grace of God was on him.”

Migraines

I was out of school today because of my migraine. The nurse sent me home. Ugh. It's pretty bad. I felt like I was going to pass out. It's really weird. I'll be okay though. :) This is only the second one I've had. Hopefully they don't happen often. That would suck. Though my family apparently has a history of migraines (yikes). The odds aren't in my favor. I pray they stay away.

That's just my little update. Later!

Matthew 5:7 It Said

She got down on her knees despite the pain she felt in her heart. She opened her Bible from the words she heard in her head. Matthew 5:7 It said.

“Blessed are the merciful,

for they will be shown mercy.”

I don’t deserve mercy she said. I don’t deserve life she said. Horror was all she could imagine her life being. Death was all she could see. But Matthew 5:7 it said.

“Blessed are the merciful,

for they will be shown mercy.”

To your heart, Lord. To your heart.

I love you.

It said Matthew 5:7. I said amen.

Por que ahora?

Por que, Mi Senor? Por que? Estoy tratando mucho entonces podria hacer bien en el examen pero... Cada vez yo fui a estudiar... No pude entender a otras personas. No entendi las preguntas. No entendi los articulos. Senor, por que?
Mis grados son muy malos. Por que? Estoy tratando hacer mejor. Yo se que a veces no lo haria bien pero estoy mucho mejor ahora. Pero mis grados son todavia mal.
No te entiendo, Senor. Tu dijiste que tu voy a estar aqui conmigo para siempre. Que estas haciendo? Lo que me estas ensenando?
Ayudame... Tengo que tener fe... Tu estas aqui. Donde estoy yo?

Breathe In Me Calming Words

Lord, I am stressed. I need your calm and your peace. I need you to help me feel safe. Cover me in the shadow of your wings. Wrap your powerful arms around me in a warming embrace. Cleanse my mind of all concerns and let me just breathe your calm into my soul. The peace that only You can give me if the one that I need. My fears and concerns you understand. My hopes and dreams and passions you already know. So please, My Wonderful Love, come to live in me in a way that will bring me calm even amongst the storm. Without you I will destroy my world but with You, I have the universe.

Back to Innocence

He's bringing me back, bringing me back to innocence.
The person I was. The person He made me
He's bringing me back, bringing me back
I have finally learned
Finally grown.
Why must I suffer for something that He made me to be?
I should have joy, I should just be me.
He's bringing me back to innocence so I can be free.